Happy happy happy happy.
I'm trying to stay focused on the good things. I really am. And I can see a light at the end of the tunnel.
But I'm EXHAUSTED, yo. I haven't seen some friends in a really long time. The house is a disaster. I don't feel like I have been able to focus on work the past week due to forces both in and out of my control.
Last night I slept for 12 hours – well, I was in bed 12 hours… I always wake up around 5 if Davey still hasn't come to sleep – and it seemed so wonderful, but then there was just too much today. Work + goodbye stuff with Miss F + people visiting + family stuff. If I could just keep it to TWO responsible items a day it would be great, but I just feel as exhausted as I did yesterday because the day was so full. And TOMORROW not only do I need to do a little work-related business, but it is Miss F's last full day…
When she is gone, I am going to take 2-3 weeks to get myself realigned and relaxed and I'm going to go to the Korean spa like THREE times and scrub the house and catch up on some work. But then… THEN I will make time to visit with everyone. Carrie F, Christine, Court, Shannon, Erin, Jennifer B-A… I'm looking at all y'all.
AND Davey & I will have a kick-ass party, when our motivation and will to have more than two people at a time in our house is back up.
And I'll stop making this blog a bitch-fest. I'm boring myself.
omg. that spa would make me happy happy happy happy, too!